That's a very personal and specific way of expressing yourself, and there could be a variety of interconnected reasons why you find this appealing. Exploring these reasons can offer you deeper self-understanding. Here are some potential motivations, keeping in mind that your personal experience is unique:

Alignment with Inner Identity and Gender Expression:
• Exploring Femininity: You might feel a connection to feminine aesthetics and qualities, and dressing as a female rubber doll could be a way to explore and express this aspect of your identity. The specific exaggerated and stylized form of a rubber doll might particularly resonate with you.
• Gender Expression: While you identify as a man, this form of dress might be a way to play with or express a different gender presentation. It could be about challenging traditional gender norms or simply enjoying the visual and sensory experience of presenting as female in this particular way.

Sensory and Physical Experiences:
• The Sensation of Rubber: As we discussed earlier, the feel of rubber can be a significant draw. The tightness, smoothness, and perhaps the feeling of being encased might be pleasurable or create a unique sense of embodiment.
• Transformation and "Second Skin": The act of putting on the rubber suit and transforming into a "doll" can be a powerful experience. It might feel like stepping into a different persona or inhabiting a "second skin" that allows you to experience yourself and the world differently.
• Visual Aesthetics: You might be drawn to the specific visual style of a rubber doll – the often exaggerated features, the shine or matte texture of the rubber, and the stylized form.
Psychological and Emotional Factors:
• Role-Playing and Fantasy: Dressing as a rubber doll could be a form of role-playing, allowing you to explore fantasies and different aspects of yourself in a safe and controlled way. The "doll" persona might offer a sense of freedom or escapism.
• Control and Surrender: Depending on the context and your interactions, the rubber doll persona might involve elements of control (over your appearance) or surrender (if interacting with others in this role).
• Body Image and Self-Perception: The way the rubber suit shapes and presents your body might align with an ideal self-image or allow you to explore different aspects of your physicality.
• Uniqueness and Individuality: This is a distinctive form of self-expression, and it might feel empowering to embrace something unique and personal to you.

Connection to Fetish and Sexuality:
• Erotic Association: For some, the attraction to rubber and the doll aesthetic can be linked to sexual arousal and a fetish. The act of dressing up and embodying this persona might be intrinsically erotic for you.
It's important to remember:

• Your reasons are valid: Whatever your motivations, they are personal to you and don't need to conform to anyone else's expectations.
• Self-exploration is key: Continue to explore your feelings and motivations to gain a deeper understanding of yourself.
• Safety and consent are paramount: If your expression involves others, ensure that all interactions are consensual and safe.

To gain more clarity for yourself, you might consider journaling about your experiences, reflecting on the specific aspects of dressing as a rubber doll that you enjoy, and exploring the emotions and sensations it evokes. If you ever feel conflicted or distressed by these feelings, seeking support from a therapist who is open and understanding of diverse expressions of identity and sexuality could be beneficial.

That's a really interesting question, and the answer is that it varies hugely from person to person. Just as men have diverse attractions, so do women. There isn't one universal "female gaze" or a single thing that all women find attractive.

Here's a breakdown of how different women might react:

1. Women who share similar fetishes/interests (Rubber/Latex/Doll Fetish):
Yes, highly attractive:** For women who are specifically interested in rubber/latex fetishes, dollification, or transformative play, seeing a man in a full rubber doll suit could be incredibly attractive and arousing. They would appreciate the aesthetic, the commitment to the persona, and the sensory aspects involved. This is where you are most likely to find genuine attraction.

2. Women who are generally sex-positive and open-minded but don't share the fetish:
Intrigued/Curious/Neutral - Some women might be intrigued by the uniqueness and the artistry of the transformation. They might find it interesting, even if it doesn't personally arouse them. They would likely appreciate your confidence and willingness to express yourself. They might not be attracted to it sexually, but they wouldn't necessarily be repulsed either, as long as they perceive it as consensual and respectful.

3. Women who prefer traditional masculinity or have different sexual preferences:

Not attractive/Confused/Repelled:
Many women are attracted to more traditional expressions of masculinity or have sexual preferences that don't align with this aesthetic. For them, it might not be attractive, and they might even find it confusing, off-putting, or strange. This isn't a judgment on you, but simply a difference in sexual preference, just as you have specific preferences.

Key Considerations:
Context is crucial: Where and how you present yourself in the suit will heavily influence reactions. In a dedicated fetish club or private setting with a partner who shares the interest, you're likely to be seen as attractive. Walking down a public street, the reactions would be vastly different and likely negative or confused.

Confidence and Persona: If you embody the "doll" persona with confidence and clarity about what you're doing, it can be more appealing than if you appear uncomfortable or uncertain.

Communication: In a relationship or dating context, open communication about your interests is vital for finding a partner who is compatible and genuinely attracted to this aspect of you.

In Summary: There are absolutely women who would find you attractive in your rubber suit, particularly those who share similar niche interests or are very open-minded and sex-positive. However, it's not a universal attraction, and many women would not be. The key is finding compatibility with someone who appreciates and is attracted to you for who you are and what you enjoy.

It sounds like you're experiencing what is sometimes referred to as an "exclusive fetish" or "obligatory fetish," where a specific object or situation becomes necessary for sexual arousal and gratification. This is a recognized phenomenon within the spectrum of human sexuality and fetishism.

Here are some of the psychological and sensory reasons why someone might only enjoy sex when dressed in a rubber doll suit and mask:

Learned Association and Conditioning:
Powerful Conditioning: Over time, your brain may have formed a very strong association between the specific sensory inputs of the rubber doll suit (the feel of the material, the visual of the mask, the transformation of your body) and intense sexual arousal. This can be a form of classical conditioning, where the suit becomes the primary trigger for sexual response.

Reinforcement: Each time you engage in sexual activity while dressed this way and experience pleasure, that association is reinforced, making it even more potent. Other forms of sexual activity, lacking these specific triggers, might feel less stimulating or even "incomplete" by comparison.

Sensory Specificity:
Unique Tactile Input: The rubber suit provides a highly specific and often intense tactile experience – the smooth, tight, encapsulating feel that most other clothing or skin-on-skin contact cannot replicate. If your arousal is deeply tied to these particular sensations, other forms of sexual activity might simply not register with the same intensity.
Visual Triggers: The visual of yourself (or a partner, if applicable) transformed into a "rubber doll" with a mask can be a crucial visual component of your arousal. This specific aesthetic might be exceptionally stimulating for you.

Psychological Immersion and Transformation:
Persona and Role-Play: The suit and mask allow for a complete transformation into a specific persona – the "rubber doll." This might provide a sense of detachment from your everyday identity, enabling a deeper exploration of sexual fantasies, desires, or power dynamics that you find incredibly arousing. You might feel more free, uninhibited, or powerful/submissive (depending on your specific dynamic) within this persona.
Escapism: It can serve as a profound form of escapism, where the act of putting on the suit transports you to a mental space where arousal is possible and desired.
Anonymity: The mask, in particular, contributes to a sense of anonymity, which can reduce self-consciousness or inhibitions, allowing for greater sexual freedom.

Neurobiological Factors (The "Brain Map" Theory):
Some theories suggest that in certain individuals, there might be a "cross-wiring" or intense connection in the brain between the sensory areas that process information from the fetish object (in your case, the rubber suit and mask) and the brain's sexual arousal centers. This would mean that these specific inputs are neurologically "mapped" as primary sexual triggers.

Lack of Arousal Without the Fetish:
For some people with exclusive fetishes, sexual arousal and orgasm become genuinely difficult or impossible without the specific fetish object or situation. This isn't a choice; it's how their arousal system is wired or has become conditioned.

Is it a "problem"?

As we discussed before, a sexual interest only becomes a "disorder" or a problem if it causes:

Significant distress or impairment: You feel intense shame, guilt, anxiety, or it negatively impacts your relationships, work, or daily life.
Non-consensual behaviour: You are acting on these desires in ways that involve others without their explicit, enthusiastic consent.

If your exclusive enjoyment in this way is part of a consensual, private, and personally fulfilling sexual life that doesn't cause you distress, then it is simply a unique aspect of your sexuality.

Understanding why you have this specific preference can be a journey. Reflection, perhaps journaling, or talking to a sex-positive therapist who is knowledgeable about diverse sexual expressions could help you further explore these deep-seated connections and desires.

That's a great question, and I can give you some context by looking at the broader picture of fetishism, rubber wear, and cross-dressing. While it is a niche interest and not something you'll see in the mainstream, the practice of a man wearing a full silicone or latex bodysuit and a mask to embody a female "doll" persona is not unique or isolated.

Here's why we can say that others share your interest:

Intersection of Common Fetishes: Your specific interest sits at the intersection of several known and documented fetishes:

Rubber/Latex Fetishism: A significant percentage of people report being aroused by rubber or latex materials

Transvestic Fetishism/Autogynephilia: Sexual arousal derived from wearing clothes or adopting the persona of the opposite sex

Dollification/Inanimate Object Fetishism: An attraction to being transformed into or treated as an inanimate object, like a doll.

Availability of Products: The existence of a specialized, high-quality market for the specific items you describe—full silicone/latex bodysuits, realistic female masks, and custom doll wear—is a strong indicator that there is a demand and a community of customers . If no one had this interest, these expensive and complex items would not be widely produced and sold.

Online Communities and Content: The internet has allowed people with niche interests to find each other. There are numerous online communities, forums, and content creators dedicated to rubber/latex fetishism, mask-wearing, and the doll persona. This sharing confirms that your interest is shared by others around the world.

Psychological Exploration: As discussed previously, the desire for complete transformation, sensory enclosure, and exploring a different persona through the suit and mask are powerful psychological motivators that resonate with others who share a similar interest .

In summary:

Common?  No, it is not common in the general population.

Are there others? Yes, absolutely. You are part of a recognized, albeit niche, subculture within the world of fetish and sexual exploration.

If you are looking to connect with others who share this specific interest, seeking out dedicated, discreet online communities or attending fetish events focused on rubber/latex might be the way to find them.

Based on the images you uploaded, the figure depicted appears to be a rubber doll or mannequin, not a human being.
My description comes from:

The material appearance: The skin-like material appears uniform and has a distinct texture consistent with silicone or rubber.

The visible seams/edges: There are subtle lines that suggest a constructed garment rather than natural skin.

The lack of natural anatomical variations: The smooth, idealized form points to a manufactured item.

The mask-like appearance of the face: The facial features also have a constructed, doll-like quality.

While the rubberdoll suit is designed to create a female form, the primary characteristic visible is the artificiality of the material and construction, leading to the description of a "rubberdoll."